Friday, October 5, 2007

My menage...Me, Ben and his brother Jerry.

Yeah. I went out and bought a shameless number of pints and seriously didn't give a rat's patootie. I am living every day in a series of disjointed thoughts and realizations.

Example: The floor guys are putting in my beautiful and carefully chosen floors. Floor I picked out and chose to do because I knew B would somehow manage to get everything known to man on the beige rugs. WTF?? Who buys beige rugs anyway??? Between B and the cats I knew I needed to choose tile and wood throughout. Easy to wipe up surfaces.

So I am standing there watching the guys sponge off the gorgeous terra cotta tile in the kitchen and I was chatting with them and said something like: "B's going to have a hard time fucking this stuff up!"

Then I remembered.

So I moved away to appreciate the pretty tile entryway that had just been laid, the gorgeous decorative pieces making it so unique, and yet it was a large functional square so that when B comes in with snow on her boots, she can avoid the wood floors and take them off...

Then I remembered.

So I stop looking at the floors. I come inside to pay bills. It's an adult thing and can't relate to B in any way. It's a safe thing to do. Except I go to write a check and I see my Disney Princess checks that I bought because B picked them out.

Despair and depression are knocking at me door. I am fighting them off with Ben and Jerry. If I add Lindy Sue it'll be a gang bang.


Stephanie*magic* said...

Sending love and hugs your way Jacki.
You'll be in my thoughts.

Anonymous said...

Jacki I am still trying to figure out things you can do together to have the happiest memories. I know you are talking about Ben and Jerry's...try the creme brulee, it is sinful!!!
Love and hugs to a wonderful lady!

Jacquelyn Frank said...

LOL! Be love the choclate mint fudge. It's fun sitting side by side digging into these decadent flavors together. I feel like I have passed it on to the next generation! LOL

Stephanie*magic* said...

My fav. is Gold Medal Ribbon.....yum!!!!
Sounds like your making some fun memories.


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